For dealing with the aftermath of suicide, this is an online support group:
http://www.allianceofhope.org/alliance-of-hope-for-suic/community-forum.html
There are several Laestadian-related support groups on Facebook. Click on the links for Extoots and Gay OALC. For ex-LLC, contact me (here) with your name and I'll send you the link.
There is no need to go it alone!
We all need support, and we benefit immeasurably by giving support to others.
—Free